Wednesday, September 29, 2021

Shalom

 Shalom

If we reduce it to one English word, we would typically use "peace." And because we inherently tend to reduce things to their most simplistic form, we may be prone to believe that peace is simply the absence of conflict. 

The word shalom goes much deeper. Deeper than most of us are comfortable with. It encompasses taking what is broken and restoring it to wholeness. Taking many complicated, moving parts and putting them together as they're meant to be. Complete. As originally intended. 

It is not simply ceasing to be at war or to simply "lay down arms." It is not even an absence of disagreement. It is not saying, "I'm sorry," or even asking for forgiveness, though those things are important. It is more. It is deeper. It is taking action steps to restore what is broken to wholeness.

Jesus has called us to be peacemakers. With a deeper understanding of shalom, this is much more than a peacekeeper (which seems to be the more popular understanding of what we should be doing as Christ followers). We are not called to silence disagreement. Again, peace is not simply the absence of conflict. We are called to do the hard work of restoring what is broken to it's originally intended purpose. To wholeness.

This work of peacemaking takes listening. Learning about all those complicated, individual, moving parts and how they work together. It takes understanding what is broken and how it got that way. It takes compassion and empathy. It takes a willingness to be wrong, to be unsettled. This work cannot be done without being teachable, without discomfort, without hard conversations, without repentance, followed by restorative action.

Attempts to silence those who have been harmed by the brokenness we live in, (and that our very brokenness has created), is peace*keeping*. It can feel better, because if we are successful (and clearly we often are), it appears no one is complaining (when in truth, they've likely either just left the metaphorical building, or never entered it in the first place because it is not a safe place for them). It *appears* to be peace, but it is actually oppression. We do this on a myriad of ways. Hiding. Ignoring. Manipulating truth. Legislating. Shaming. Blaming. Name-calling. The list of tools in our peace*keeping* toolbox appears endless. 

Jesus-followers, peace*keeping* is not our calling. I could name specific instances we are prone to this, but I am forcing myself to refrain from that. I do not want this to become either a "yeah, but" or a way to excuse ourselves because we've never actively participated in "that" - we do it in a myriad of circumstances. I would challenge you (me,...us) to begin to look with new eyes. Are we peacekeeping or peacemaking?

"Blessed are the peacemakers, for they will be called children of God." (Matthew 5:9)



(Side note: Most of my word study related to this has come from The Bible Project. You can find them online and they are fabulous.)

Friday, September 24, 2021

Stop

 "It is not hard to find, it is hard to stop running from."


I'm thinking about how often God feels silent,
The skies shut up and far from me.

But I wonder: Am I so busy "running,"
doing all the things I've been instructed will prove 
my faithfulness
or His existence,
rather than just. stopping,
that I do not see? Do not hear? Do not feel?

God IS here.

In the fluttering butterfly,
the breeze that allows me to be outside, even in this late September heat wave,
in the sweet silence of two babies resting,
the singing cicadas, reminding me that Oklahoma is not quite finished with summer. 

If I will stop, just STOP, He may indeed be silent, but He is not absent.

Resting here, I can learn that it is okay to not have answers.
It is okay to doubt.
He is much better than my doubts, and fully surrounds all of this in His love. 

Not a squishy love that needs constant propping up, defending, reassurance.
Not a harsh "truth above all, your feelings be damned" love either.
A steady, constant, shalom kind of love.

"He spares us from nothing, but sustains us in all things."

This world is hard.
It is harsh.
It is unknown
And we cannot be spared.

In the midst of this reality, He is with me. WITH me.
Look for Him in the ordinary, the beautifully mundane spaces around me.

STOP